so, have you ever felt ambiguous about a situation until something happens that basically robs you of the choice? i've been confused about something; how i felt about something. did i want it? did i not? what was best? what should i do? what shouldn't i do? how much more should i pray about it? blabbidy-blablablah... and now, i think it's no longer even a possibility. and knowing that has cleared the ambiguity: i want it. and not cuz i'm the kind of person who wants what i can't have, cuz i am quite the opposite kind of person. it's more like i wanted it all along but was inhibited by my overly-analytical side. (and in case you're wondering, this has nothing to do with the previous posts. this is fresh crappiness!:)

"opportunity" comes from the latin word opportunitatem, which, in part, means 'favourable time.' meaning, if you sit and wait too long, TIME will pass and you will miss it! the lesson here- if something's worth it, go for it, cuz 'favourable times' are not guaranteed. if you have one, don't assume you'll be lucky enough to get another. blah...